Last week I posted this about the anxiety. I mentioned that if I’m not blogging it’s usually because I’m completely overwhelmed by my circumstances. Well, this past week that has been totally untrue. The beginning of May started out really rough for me. The transition from making a decision to move on, but mentally detaching from the past six months of waiting and the unknown was unusual. I didn’t know how to move forward and plan my summer without having “surgery” always in the mix. Well, finally I have been able to move on. Even though the reality of four unfixable aortic aneurysms is in the back of my mind, my decisions and life will not revolve around that.
So, I’m planning on spending a few weeks in North Dakota in June and then hopefully a week or two in Minneapolis with friends.
Thinking about this Scripture today:
Philippians 3:12-14 NLT
“I don’t mean to say that I have already achieved these things or that I have already reached perfection. But I press on to possess that perfection for which Christ Jesus first possessed me. No, dear brothers and sisters, I have not achieved it,tbut I focus on this one thing: Forgetting the past and looking forward to what lies ahead, I press on to reach the end of the race and receive the heavenly prize for which God, through Christ Jesus, is calling us.”