Starting Over

I FINALLY talked to my cardiologist today for the first time since my surgery was cancelled on the 18th of February.  He thinks that we need to continue on and find a surgeon that will do the surgery.  I am not so sure.  I do not want to repeat the past four months and I certainly do not want to start this process over.

There are so many thoughts/worries/concerns/scenarios/etc…..going through my mind.  I just want so badly to slam the door on this journey of “heart surgery.”  It just never ends.  My mind was finally at ease with NOT having surgery – I can’t even imagine gearing up for surgery again.

There is a reason that I have not had this surgery yet…..

Please pray for direction/peace/perseverance.

Thank you.


6 thoughts on “Starting Over

  1. There was a reason to wait. Evidentally the scheduled surgeons where not the right fit, and everyday new advances are made, sooooooooo God only knows, however, we are never to stop seeking and when we seek…we will find…Gods perfect will for us. You are amazing! I have complete faith you will know what is right when an opportunity arises.
    Forever praying:)

  2. “Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go.”
    Joshua 1:9 (NIV)

  3. I can only imagine…but you know to go with what is in your spirit. And I know you will. Do not be moved by what man says to you but only by what God is saying to you. I agree with Judy…and know you will find your way! You are blessed to hear God’s voice. Praying for you Geoffrey. Enjoy every moment…do not be discouraged…Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. (Phil 4:6)

  4. Love you Geoff. I can imagine it’s a struggle of emotions. A rollercoaster that isn’t fun to ride. I pray He will keep you in His care and surround you with real tangible peace. Tina

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